Friday, May 2, 2008

Love Songs Confidential

It's 2nd May, a day before our "buat lao jiat festival" at the Peranakan Museum and I'm having a slight sore throat. I do hope the jarring air-con doesn't dry out my throat tonight.

With my new china phone, I've been tuning in to Class 95's Love Songs Confidential almost every night. I'm not so much a fan of all the issues they talk about, however I must say that the choice of songs are really soothing. So much so that it makes me think of the days of hugs and kisses, sweet nothings and misses. Really sweet I have to say. Guess that's a part of the many wonders of love - something intangible, yet able to cause so much change in anyone.

I've lived a year of single-hood which has reverted me back to who I was, a person filled to the brim with activities and work. I'm not sure if that's a good thing, or is that a negative one, but I feel that I've lost out on all that romance. *Itchy for love? Not really*

Life has been really eventful, securing many contacts and getting to expand my circle of friends. Although I do not have the joy of missing, thinking and just conversing with that special someone at the end of the day, I do have a much more utilized life.

The days of dating, loving, companionship and everything else was really spiritually uplifting. No matter if it ended on a beautiful note or a sour note, I've enjoyed every relationship because I was deeply loved while I loved deeply. And that really is the most important factor about every relationship, to have mutual love.

(Once again) I question myself as to whether I would indulge in another brilliant episode of love?... It depends on whether that person is able to accept me for my busy schedule. Now, work is of an immense importance, so much so that I've got pimples popping out from my (recovered) face.

(Relaxed)Ah... How does one find love, or should he never have that thought? Yasmine(the DJ) said that love comes to you, so there's no point looking around for it. While others say we have to be proactive. What is the confused one to do?

I've lost the loving feeling. The feeling of falling in love. I've lost the feeling from a special someone who would make me go head over heels. Probably I've once had her, but hurt her too much - my folly. Or could it be that this special someone's around the corner? I wait to see, while I work along this busy scheduled life. And I do hope that maybe someday, someone special would come on by and write my next chapter of my love story.

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I've been having many thought provoking lessons and I've learnt to think more than ever. Here's a thought I've modified to create a more crystallized meaning...

"A common perception in the majority would define a subject matter as reality" - Reynold

Probably this has given you something to think about today.

Reynold

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