Perked up..

It's 2.25am and I'm still up.

Why?

I'm perked up. That's why.

Reason? Well...

It's more than words can say.

Reynold
*hint, caught You Don't Mess With The Zohan today!*

A Breather...

There are times when you sit down alone, with too much time on you hands, thinking of the things that happen and occur around you.

Today was such a day, where the trees were silent (cause I live on the 20th floor), the television seemed to fade off to the canopy of background sounds behind my thoughts, where the infrequent sounding of the car honks seemed oblivious until my brother mentioned them, where the irregular sound of "chirping" from that Mynar was no where to be found...

Life can be weird sometimes. At the moment where you have the most things on hand, where you're the most bogged down by work and projects, does a zephyr of peace and calm float by.

This moment of silence has made my voice within clearer and louder. I was able to hear what I wanted to say without my own noise. Just what I needed to break away from the hustle and bustle of this city life (I stay near the city).

Can't Sleep...

It's 2 in the morning and I can't sleep.

Something's been tugging on the sleeve of my mind (it's just an expression) and I just can't place it aside. Won't talk about what it is, it's a personal matter here...

Sighs. I hope I can drift off to dreamland soon. Got filming in less than 6 hours. Yikes! Zzz Monster, where're you?

Reynold.

Should I, or shouldn't I? Pondering...

Get Smart

Filming has started and gosh it's tiring! However, it's a real good opportunity to learn the ropes - handling the camera (I'm the cameraman), the cast, time and a truck load of other experiential lessons.

It is a tedious process trying our hands at so many things at once, yet it feels so... fulfilling and enriching. I'm so thankful I've made a very good decision to take up SDFTV a year back. Now that I've gone through the course, I would regret so much if I had forgone this opportunity.

Rest...

It's been such a long time since I've had the chance to take a break from all the recorded activities I have in my planner. Boy was it a great day. Although I was still lethargic from all the filming yesterday, I still had a great time with Felicia today. Hahahaha. Get Smart - not too bad, rated 3 stars in my review.

Pardon me for the short entry today, gonna rest my eyes now. More filming, projects and work coming along...

Reynold

Love...

Love,

Defined by the dictionary as an intense feeling of deep affection.

Defined as some as a great deal of commitment.

Defined by the bible as "God" himself.

Defined by many parents as the obstruction to studies.

Defined by wives as the biggest mistake of their lives.

Defined by men as the biggest obstruction to their soccer match on ESPN.

Defined to me as?

I guess I have taken love as a bond that must be mutually spiritual. Like the phrase, "it takes 2 hands to clap," and "two to tango," I say love requires two willing people who are committed to being one.

To fall in love is easy, just let your heart make it's call. To make someone fall in love with you? That's not love at all.

So let's take a step back and look at the definitions of Love. Is love really just a deep feeling of affection? Isn't that infatuation? Is love a great deal of commitment? Yes it is, but it's not just commitment. Is love just God himself? Let's not bring in religion...

So what is love?

I guess it's something that people know and keep to themselves.

Time....!

Alrighty, I've been squeezing so many crazy activities into my life that I've hardly any space to breathe. Thankfully it's filming week and I've got ONE free day. A MOVIE! Yay! And I believe I've got great company. It's gonna be my only rest day I guess. But I sure hope there's more. I need loads of rest before the start of school again...

High School Musical: The Ice Tour Party

Call it childish, kiddish or what ever it is, I'll call it fabulous!

High School Musical: The Ice Tour Party @ United Square that is...

Here's a shout out to the gang - HSM Dancers Shouyi, Pilar, Aloy and Aisico(pardon me if I spelt your name wrongly)!

You guys were great!

And a special shout out to Cheryl, my ever lovely co-host! Woohoo~! You go girl! She caught me when I fumbled (thanks to my very first stage "white-out"), and laughed at my cut on my lip (thanks to the phone call while I was shaving) while we were singing ON STAGE! And not forgetting the laughter she brought when she tripped over the monitor! heheheh (here's for laughing at my cut!) bleah!

Anyway, Cheryl's been a great friend too! But I'll not talk about that here, since the rest of the world can read it. Hahahaha.

Today's jabbering topic?

It's something personal.

Well, through the process of HSM, I've learnt how to accept criticism more openly. I used to be very headstrong and take a lot of pride/confidence in what ever I do (which is a good thing in someways). But that has flawed me with the inability to accept criticism as effectively as being a noob.

This HSM has revealed my ignorance and arrogance that I've possessed, and made me feel so inexperienced and small. However, this isn't entirely negative. The inexperience will amount up to a whole lot in my book of experience! Ole! Life Long Learning they say.

Apart from that, I've also nurtured a few more friendships along the way. I hope they would further and we'd become closer friends in the future. And hopefully, we'd be able to work on another project together!

Well, the time's 1.25am right now, I've gotta wake up at 6am for lessons 2ml - SPARC & Comperes Camp starts tomorrow too. Crazy life of mine. Time for bed. The Z monster's attacking. Here's signing off...

Buenos noches!