Future....

School's blown over now. Life's cooling down (I hope), and now I can breath a little easier.

Looking ahead, I have only 6 weeks of school left in the next semester before I'm thrown into the wild world of LIFE/WORK.

Scary, horrifying and there's just no warning what we're getting ourselves into. I've been thinking and wondering how and what's my life going to be like, where am i going to head and who will i be next time. It is really scary. Even now, while I sit here and look back, the question of whether I've taken the right route makes me reconsider my actions.

What would life be like for me, if I had went into a junior college and mugged my life away. Would life still be like how it is as present? Or would it look totally different?

I'm scared but at the same time intrigued and curious as to how the working world is. I want to head out there, but I'm very afraid of failure. I'm afraid I might not survive and sink to the bottom. 19 and I'm thinking like this, what would happen what I hit 21?

I hope maybe sometime, I can really find that one spark, just that hint as to where I should head. Maybe that would really push me in the right direction and write the path for me. Right now, I'm just bogged down with work to extend my CV. I sure hope it helps cause I'm banging on it to enter and Universities. My credentials better work!

1 more semester to go...I'll miss SP,DMC and all friends made...